HERE I SIT

HERE I SIT COVERED WITH DRENCHING LONLINESS / HOW DID I MANAGE THIS / NO ONE TO HOLD / NO ONE TO LAY BENEATH / NO ONE TO TELL TALES UNTOLD / NO MISTAKES TO OFFER APOLOGIES FOR / NO ONE TO SAY TO / BABY, I WON'T DO THAT ANYMORE / NO ONE TO RUB ME / RUB ME WHEN MY BODY IS ACHING AND SORE / NO ONE TO KISS GOODNIGHT / NO ONE TO EXPRES MY UNSEEN FRIGHT / THIS TYPE OF LONLINESS CAN DRIVE YOU INTO THE ARMS OF THE UNTRUE / CAN SEND YOU TO WHAT ISN'T MEANT FOR YOU / FOR MOMENTARY FRADULENT COMFORT / SOMEONE TO BURY YOURSELF UNDER / GET LOST IN LUST / DAMN THAT / I RATHER ROLL THIS BLUNT / CONTEMPLATE OVER WHAT IT IS THAT I TRULY WANT / WATCH SOME BAISDEN AND CLEAR MY MIND / I WANNA DIAL THAT NUMBER / THE ONE THAT ANSWERS EVERY TIME / EVERY TIME MY EGO NEEDS SOME IGNITING / BUT THAT JUST ISN'T FAIR / I'LL GO AHEAD AND OWN THIS DESPAIR / BORED WITH THE GAME PLAYING / THE GAME OF DICK SLAYING / I YEARN FOR HONEST LOVE / FULL OF JOY AND GLEE / A LOVE ONLY FOR ME / FULL OF LAUGHTER AND TEARS / LOVE WITH THE FUTURE UNCLEAR / BUT WHEN ENVISIONED, HE IS STILL HERE / THROUGH THICK AND THIN / THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE EVEN BETTER / THE ONE TO KEEP MY DREAMS WETTER / THE ONE THAT WILL SING, "I'M GONNA LOVE YOU BETTER" / SO USE TO MASKING MY LONLINESS / WITH EMPTY KISS AFTER KISS / STARTING NOW MY LIPS AREN'T TO BE SHARED / ONLY TO BE GIVEN TO MY BABIE'S CHEEKS / UNTIL MY HEART LANDS THE TRUE KING IN WHICH I SEEK / LEGS TIGHTLY SHUT / HUGS NOT EVEN GIVEN UP / WAITING ON MY GOD-GIVEN KING TO SHOW UP / PATIENT STILL I AWAIT / MY TIME CAREFULLY I SHALL TAKE / TILL THAT TRUE CONNECTION MY HEART MAKES / NO LONGER WILL I LIE AWAKE / WONDERING WHY / HAVING DEBATE AFTER DEBATE / SETTLING NO MORE FOR THE ONE WITH THE CUTEST FACE / THE ONE THAT HAS THE BEST SWAG / THE ONE WITH THE SICKEST SAG / SUBTLE HINTS WILL NOT BE IGNORED / UNDISCOVERED OR UNTOUCHED WATERS / I WILL EXPLORE / NOT ACTING ON LUST ALONE / BUT STIMULATING CONVERSATION / WILL NOW MAKE ME MOAN / INTELLECT WILL GRAB AHOLD / CALMNESS WITH SUBTLE INTENSITY / WILL TAKE ME / UNTIL THEN / I SUPPOSE LONELY IS WHAT I WILL BE / BUT NO WORRIES FOR ME / FOR WITH THIS DISCIPLINE / I KNOW MY KING WILL BE SHOWN TO ME / AND AS HIS QUEEN / HE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO DENY ME / AND THE HE AND I WILL THEN BECOME THE WE –

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BLOW YOUR MIND

BLOW YOUR MIND

HERE I LAY / AFTER GLOW ALL OVER ME / THIS MOMENT WAS MEANT TO BE / I CLOSE MY EYES AND REVISIT THE WORDS YOU LAST SPOKE TO ME / DAMN BABY / AGAIN AND AGAIN / I HEAR YOU LOUDLY / YOU FOUGHT ME SO LONG / AND NOW YOU SEE YOU WERE WRONG / INNOCENT I APPEARED / BUT THE NASTINESS THAT TOOK PLACE HERE / HA - MY LACK OF INNOCENCE IS CLEAR / VIXEN, NA NOT REALLY / BUT THE GIRLS HEAD GAME IS SILLY / LIPS LIKE THESE / OF COURSE MY JOB IS SUPERB / YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HEARD / YOUR OWN MOANS AND VICIOUS GRUNTS / THE AFTER GOT YOU HITTING BLUNT AFTER BLUNT / SMILING AND SHAKING YOUR HEAD / UNBELIEVABLE INDEED / YES THIS IS ME / CUTIE PIE, ALL DAY / LADY IN THE STREETS AND RIDICULOUS IN THE BED / YOU WANNA TELL / BUT YOU KNOW THEY COME KNOCKING / LOOKING FOR THE TALE YOU TOLD / HOW THE SHEETS YOU HAD TO GRAB A HOLD / THE WAY YOU BACK AWAY IN DISBELIEF / DAMN AND WITH NO TEETH / SCHOOL TEACHER APPEARANCE / HOW COULD THIS BE / YEAH BABY IT WAS ME / ALL OVER YOU / RELENTLESS AND STEALTH / SWALLOWING ALL YOUR WEALTH / WHAT A BLOW YOU WERE DEALT...



HA I WAS FEELING THAT ONE FOR A MINUTE.

GET AT CHA GIRL, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK.



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CUM WITH ME

MY CHEEK CARESSES YOUR INNER THIGH / BETWEEN YOUR LEGS IS WHERE I LIE / KISSING ALL THE PARTS NEVER BEFORE EXPLORED / MOVING AROUND AND AROUND / YOUR CRAVING FOR MORE AND MORE / TEMPTING AND TEASING IS NOT ALL I CAME FOR / BE PATIENT, THERE IS PLENTY MORE / A KISS, THEN A LICK / I STOP AND ADMIRE YOUR MASSIVE STICK / SO TANTALIZING / SO TASTY INDEED / I GOTTA HAVE THIS INSIDE ME / BUT WAIT, ERUPTION IS IN OUR FATE / GRAB MY HEAD AND PUT ME WHERE YOU WANT ME / LET ME SEE YOU DO IT / SHOW ME / PUT ME THERE AND I WON’T QUIT / I KNOW YOU CAN HANDLE IT / I’M GOING FOR IT / THIS IS THE TIME TO MAKE IT SPIT / TURN ME AROUND / AND TAKE IN ALL MY CLIT / MMMM HMMM THAT’S IT / SUCK AND LICK / KISS AND DAMN NEAR SWALLOW IT / I’LL DO MY PART / AS THE SENSATION STARTS / I GO HARDER CUZ YOU ENJOY THIS PART / SHARING IS CARING / SHARE YOUR PASSION / LEAVE ME TREMBLING AND GASPING / YOUR LOVE I ‘M GRABBING / TAKING YOU ALL IN / NOT REMOTELY GAGGING / IT’S TIME TO SWALLOW / MMMM SO SWEET / MASSAGING ALL YOUR MEAT / SUCH A GUILTY TREAT / IN THE CLOUDS WE MUST MEET / HIGH OH SO HIGH / NOW CLIMAXED OUT / HERE I LIE!

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PRIVATE LOVE TOY

PRIVATE LOVE TOY

SO I CANT STOP / I TRIED, AND IT’S TOO MUCH / THIS HERE YEARNING FOR YOUR TOUCH /
YOUR APPEAL ENVELOPES HOW I FEEL / THIS IS AN ALL NEW TYPE OF REAL / IT GOES BEYOND MEASURE
YOU TAP ON ME AND ITS INSTANT PLEASURE / YOU HIT ALL THE RIGHT BUTTONS / SOON YOU SAY /
WE’LL BE CUTTING / WELL LOVE, TO ME, YOU HAVEN’T SAID NOTHING /
I CLOCKED YOU FROM THE JUMP /
2 SECONDS IN / I KNEW THIS LUST WOULD WIN / SAY THE WORD / AND SWEETNESS, THE PLEASURE WILL BEGIN /
YOU AND ME / THE SILENCE IS DEADLY / YOUR DESIRE GROWS TO DEVOUR ME / AND ME, WELL LUV /
I CRAVE YOU INSIDE OF ME / SURE WE CAN TALK / BUT WHY, SHIT LETS TAKE FULL ADVANTAGE /
ADVANTAGE OF ALL THAT PASSION WE RADIATE / NAH HONEY IT’S NOT TO LATE / THIS HERE LOVING /
IS ALWAYS STRAIGHT / WHY MASTURBATE / WHEN YOU GOT ME AS A MATE / CUM GET IT /
ONLY WHEN YOUR’E FULLY READY / FULLY ERECT AND READY TO SET ME STRAIGHT /
YOUR LOVE GROWS
EVEN THROUGH YOUR CLOTHES / HELL TAKE THAT OFF/ WANTING YOU NOW / TONIGHT YOU WONT EVEN KNOW SOFT /
ROCK SOLID IS ALL I CAN GIVE / NO PILLS NEEDED, JUST ME FULLY NAKED / YEP, IT’S THAT TIME
LET ME HUM A LIL RHYME / ALL ON YOUR SACK / THAT’S WERE I WILL START ACT / BOY NEXT /
MAKE YOUR LOVE FLEX / OH YES, THIS PART IS THE BEST / MOIST MOUTH AND NASTY ASS TALK /
MMMM HMMM, TONIGHT YOU GOTTA WALK THAT WALK / LEAVE MY FACE PLANTED WITH A WTF GAWK /
I SLURP AND LICK / ALL ON THAT RIGHTEOUS DICK / JUST FOR A TEASE / CUZ TONIGHT YOU DOING THE REAL WORK / YOU WORKIN ON ME
YOU GOTTA MAKE THIS PUSSY TWERK / OH YOU BAD ENOUGH TO MAKE IT SQUIRT / YEAH, YEAH / SHOW ME
LAY IT DOWN ON ME / COMA LIKE STATE / GET ME THERE / TRUST ME LOVE / I’LL ALWAYS BE HERE /
YOU CAN’T RESIST ALL THAT IS ME / NOW GET IT, FOR THIS I PLEAD / DO ME BABY / LIKE YOU DONE BEFORE
FOR TONIGHT I AM YOUR OWN PRIVATE LOVE TOY.

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In This Moment

IN THIS MOMENT
THE NOTE THAT YOUR LOVE STRUCK / HIT ME HARDER THAN THE BULLETS PAC TOOK / HOW DID I GO THIS LONG WITHOUT THIS / FUMBLING AROUND, DAZED & CONFUSED/ BODY, MIND, & SPIRIT, HAVE BEEN BRUISED / NOW, HOWEVER, A FLAME IGNITED / MY FIRE, YOU HAVE BLAZED / HOPE YOUR READY / GETTING IT IN, SLOW & STEADY / LOVING LIKE THIS COMES WITH EASE / BEGGING FOR MORE, PLEASE, PLEASE / YOUR EASE WILL COME, COME WHEN I DROP TO MY KNEES / I GAZE LONGING UP AT YOU / TAKING PRIDE IN WHAT THIS MOISTENED VESSEL CAN DO / MY PLEASURE IS NOW YOURS / ALLOW MY TOUGUE TO TAKE THE LESS TRAVELED TOUR / SEEKING OUT PLACES YET TO BE EXPLORED / MIND YOU, THIS ISN’T WHAT I CAME HERE FOR / YET, HERE I LAY WITH INTENTIONS GALORE / I INTEND TO HAVE YOU SAY NO MORE / INTEND TO STIMULATE YOUR MIND / AND EXCITE YOUR LIFE / I DON’T KNOW, BUT TONIGHT SEEMS KINDA RIGHT / NO END IN SIGHT / YOUR PLEASURE IS MY INTENDED DELIGHT / THE ATMOSPHERE GOT ME FEELING RIGHT / MY INSIDE PARTS, YOUR MOANS EXCITE / THIS RIGHT HERE IS ALL YOURS TONITE / LOCK IN AND PREPARE FOR THE LOAD / LET YOUR INHIBITIONS GO / NO PLACE FOR THOSE HERE / EXPOSE YOURSELF TO ME / MY VISION IS CLEAR / LET ME SEE YOU, LET ME TASTE YOU, LET ME FEEL YOU / GIVE TO ME AS IF TOMORROW WILL NEVER BE HERE / YOUR LOVE GROWS IN MY HAND AND MELTS IN MY MOUTH / IS THIS WHAT YOUV’E BEEN WONDERING ABOUT / INCLINED I AM, TO SHOW YOU SOME OF WHAT ALL THE HYPE IS ABOUT / JUST LAY BACK AND LET MY LOVE OWN YOU / LONGED FOR THIS, YOU KNOW YOU HAVE / AND NOW ITS GONNA BE GIVEN TO YOU / FILL ME UP WITH YOUR LOVE / WRAPPED TIGHT, FITTED LIKE A GLOVE / MORE LOVE THAN I CAN HANDLE / LOVE THAT MAKE S & MY WORDS & THOUGHTS RAMBLE / ENVELOPE ME IN YOUR PASSION / COMSUMED WITH ELATION / THIS LOVE IS THE ULTIMATE SENSTATION / SENSATIONAL MOMENTS OF PLEASURE / MY CLIMAX EXPLODES LIKE NO OTHER / MOMENTS NOT TO BE FORGOTTEN, BUT CHERISHED LIKE TREASURE / I NEED YOUR KISSES / CRAVE YOUR TOUCH / MEMORIES SHADOW REALITIES SUCH AS THIS / REMINISCING LEDS TO ME MISSING / SO NOW IS A MUST / LIVE IN IT / OWN THIS / HAVE THIS / CAPTURED LOVING UNLIKE ANY OTHER / IN YOUR ARMS, SMOTHERED IS ALL DOUBT / THIS IS WHAT ALL THE FUSS IS ABOUT / THE UNRELENTING LOVE OF ANOTHER / UNCONDITIONALLY SHOWERED UPON ME / NOW, AND JUST NOW, I’M FREE / FREE TO LOVE & BE LOVED / NOW UNTO YOU, I GIVE / GIVE YOU ME / WHOLLY AND UNCONDITIONALLY / FOR WITH-IN THIS MOMENT / WITH-IN OUR PASSION / I SEE ALL THAT IS YOU & YOU SEE ALL THAT IS ME…
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Parellels & Dynamics on June 25 2009 - The Day The King Of Pop Died

I find myself dazed and struck with a feeling of undeniable sadness. I know that I am not alone (smile, "You are Not Alone"). I watched as did the world, as the reports slammed the internet, the television stations, radio stations, satellite programming, people in the streets, stores, and again, all over the world. Cut to the confirmation of the inevitable, Michael Jackson dead at the age of 50, I say inevitable simply because death and change are the only guarantees in life. Somehow, however, The King of Pop was immortal in our worlds, it just wasn't conceivable.
I find that my heart ached in a way that I hadn't felt for a celebrity, sure I had shed a tear or two for celebrities that I loved, i.e. Gerald Levert for instance, but this was unlike any feeling for someone I have no relation to. I won't dare say I didn't know him because as far as I am concerned, I most certainly did know Michael Joseph Jackson. I believe good music speaks to the soul and comes from the artist soul; therefore Michael was a soul mate to the entire world.

My tears and sadness were multiplied BY the media and their constant negative portrayal of Michael. It's no secret that Michael was a tortured soul that battled his entire existence, to find peace; with that said however, it is also no secret that Michael touched the world and made a change. He impacted the lives of my generation, my mother's and even my children's generation with music and dance, a childlike spirit and a strong sense of humanatarism. We mustn’t forget innocent till proven guilty right (with the controversial exceptions here and there, i.e. Robert Kelly), and again yes Mike went thru hell right before our eyes, but I challenge anyone to really and truly, own being the “world's most famous human being”, and see how you handle it. (They crucified Jesus, who is actually the most famous being hands down). I am not attempting to make excuses for his bizarre antics but simply offer an understanding perhaps, to the strong likelihood that his behavior, isolation, childlike mannerisms and qualities, were easily attributed to his lack of a childhood and his inability to blend in to say the very least.

My love for Michael was unequivocal but I had no idea how deep that love went until his death was eminent so to speak. I was frantic even, trying to get a clear word, but deep down knew that with Cardiac Arrest as the cause of the whole situation, that the likelihood he would survive was minimal at best.

My emotions flooded my entire being; I felt a tremendous loss and quickly questioned why I was taking this so hard. Why is this having this effect on me? My closest family and friends know that as far as my life is concerned, tears just aren't going to roll but when it comes to others I am a wuss, but that wussiness, have you, is momentary, these Particular tears and this heartache, however, would not cease. I wanted to text, type, tweet, etc. I had to release, I had to connect, I had to relate. As the time progressed and the reality slowly settled with-in my core, I found myself still questioning why my heart ached so viciously. It struck me so calmly.

I felt an opportunity to mourn and grieve for a loved one and not just Michael but my own child, my daughter Simone. I mean as odd as this may read, it’s true. I have been depressed lately and been pushing my way thru it as best I can but barely leaving the house, turning off the phone, not getting out of bed, keeping my circle as tight as a circle in the percentage symbol on the key board, but telling myself its temporary and it’s ok to feel this. July 2nd my daughter would have been 6 years old and I do not have an outlet that allows for me to get it out so to speak, so quite naturally every year around this time, my mind subconsciously goes into a mode of depression that never fails to remind me of how lonely my pain feels when it comes to her. However, with the death of Michael and the universal pain that is felt and shared behind this tragic loss, I have been able to release in a fashion like never before in regards to my own personal loss of my child. Now please do not misunderstand, Michael was dear to me and I ache tremendously, but his transcending has allowed for me to transcend as well.

Being able to share memories, emotions, music, words, and so much more, with loved ones, strangers, acquaintances, and associates, has freed my spirit in a fashion that can never be truly described. My being aches for his mother, for he was her 7th born child and her 1st to pass on. My being also aches for his siblings, family and friends, but most of all for his 3 beautiful children, Prince Michael Jackson I and II, (Blanket), and Paris Michael Katherine Jackson. I know that he is most definitely at peace as is my daughter Simone Joylin Foster, but the selfish nature of human beings, is just that, selfish when it comes to death. We want them to remain and Gods plan just isn't the same.

I love you Michael Joseph Jackson may your music float me to heaven's gate where my sweet Simone awaits.

THE MAN, THE LEGACY, THE GIFT, THE GENIUS, THE MUSIC, THE PAIN, THE SORROW, THE JOY REJOICE FOR HE HAS LEFT US WITH A LIFETIME OF MUSIC TO NOURISH OUR SOULS FOR HIS CAN NOW REST. THANK YOU TO THE UNDISPUTED AND UNEQIVOCAL KING OF POP R.I.P. MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON

Side notes: deaths associated with the 25th
Michael Jackson - Aaliyah - Static Major - Left Eye - Eartha Kitt - James Brown and Tupac died at the age of 25 there are others I am certain, but for this, these gems to the world, are relevant. Upon recognizing this pattern as you will, I found that my curious nature was again stimulated in a divine sense. I wanted to know what the divine significance was for this pattern. Well ask and ye shall receive, a friend of mine answered the question by reminding me that (5+2=7) and that 7 is known as God’s own number and is divinely associated with completion and perfection. I of course scoured the internet for information regarding this as well as confirmed some of that info in the Bible that sits on my nightstand. Wow right, well at least as far as I am concerned, total confirmation yet again that his will be done and his will is the divinely right one. Again a mention to the fact that Michael was the 7th born child to joe and Katherine Jackson.
With all my heart,
Shunda Copyright © 2009 LyricalCutie