HERE I SIT

HERE I SIT COVERED WITH DRENCHING LONLINESS / HOW DID I MANAGE THIS / NO ONE TO HOLD / NO ONE TO LAY BENEATH / NO ONE TO TELL TALES UNTOLD / NO MISTAKES TO OFFER APOLOGIES FOR / NO ONE TO SAY TO / BABY, I WON'T DO THAT ANYMORE / NO ONE TO RUB ME / RUB ME WHEN MY BODY IS ACHING AND SORE / NO ONE TO KISS GOODNIGHT / NO ONE TO EXPRES MY UNSEEN FRIGHT / THIS TYPE OF LONLINESS CAN DRIVE YOU INTO THE ARMS OF THE UNTRUE / CAN SEND YOU TO WHAT ISN'T MEANT FOR YOU / FOR MOMENTARY FRADULENT COMFORT / SOMEONE TO BURY YOURSELF UNDER / GET LOST IN LUST / DAMN THAT / I RATHER ROLL THIS BLUNT / CONTEMPLATE OVER WHAT IT IS THAT I TRULY WANT / WATCH SOME BAISDEN AND CLEAR MY MIND / I WANNA DIAL THAT NUMBER / THE ONE THAT ANSWERS EVERY TIME / EVERY TIME MY EGO NEEDS SOME IGNITING / BUT THAT JUST ISN'T FAIR / I'LL GO AHEAD AND OWN THIS DESPAIR / BORED WITH THE GAME PLAYING / THE GAME OF DICK SLAYING / I YEARN FOR HONEST LOVE / FULL OF JOY AND GLEE / A LOVE ONLY FOR ME / FULL OF LAUGHTER AND TEARS / LOVE WITH THE FUTURE UNCLEAR / BUT WHEN ENVISIONED, HE IS STILL HERE / THROUGH THICK AND THIN / THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE EVEN BETTER / THE ONE TO KEEP MY DREAMS WETTER / THE ONE THAT WILL SING, "I'M GONNA LOVE YOU BETTER" / SO USE TO MASKING MY LONLINESS / WITH EMPTY KISS AFTER KISS / STARTING NOW MY LIPS AREN'T TO BE SHARED / ONLY TO BE GIVEN TO MY BABIE'S CHEEKS / UNTIL MY HEART LANDS THE TRUE KING IN WHICH I SEEK / LEGS TIGHTLY SHUT / HUGS NOT EVEN GIVEN UP / WAITING ON MY GOD-GIVEN KING TO SHOW UP / PATIENT STILL I AWAIT / MY TIME CAREFULLY I SHALL TAKE / TILL THAT TRUE CONNECTION MY HEART MAKES / NO LONGER WILL I LIE AWAKE / WONDERING WHY / HAVING DEBATE AFTER DEBATE / SETTLING NO MORE FOR THE ONE WITH THE CUTEST FACE / THE ONE THAT HAS THE BEST SWAG / THE ONE WITH THE SICKEST SAG / SUBTLE HINTS WILL NOT BE IGNORED / UNDISCOVERED OR UNTOUCHED WATERS / I WILL EXPLORE / NOT ACTING ON LUST ALONE / BUT STIMULATING CONVERSATION / WILL NOW MAKE ME MOAN / INTELLECT WILL GRAB AHOLD / CALMNESS WITH SUBTLE INTENSITY / WILL TAKE ME / UNTIL THEN / I SUPPOSE LONELY IS WHAT I WILL BE / BUT NO WORRIES FOR ME / FOR WITH THIS DISCIPLINE / I KNOW MY KING WILL BE SHOWN TO ME / AND AS HIS QUEEN / HE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO DENY ME / AND THE HE AND I WILL THEN BECOME THE WE –

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